by Joseph Blocher
THE CRANE
pointed up into the sky like a beckoning
finger, daring all prospective bungee jumpers to climb its swaying heights. The
sign on the rusted gate said, "Jump at your own risk," but people lined up
around the block anyway. Throwing caution to the wind and $20 to the guy in the
booth, I joined their solemn ranks.
The five-story march to the top of the crane was agonizingly slow, and my time
actually suspended in the air was over in what seemed like a second. When I got
to the ground -- leaving my screams somewhere up near the top of the crane -- I
took a look at the cord from which I had been dangling. It was ripped nearly in
half.
Looking back on it, I suppose I should say, "I'm lucky to be alive. I won't
take a chance like that again." My mother would appreciate that attitude, I'm
sure. But the fact is, I'm not sorry that I jumped, and, given the opportunity,
I would do it again.
There was obviously a chance that I could hurt myself or do worse while
jumping, but the payoff -- the adrenaline rush that lasted into the next week
and the sense of accomplishment that came from overcoming my fears -- was well
worth the risk. I certainly could have stayed on the ground watching and
avoided any personal danger, but I would have missed the rewards, too.
Bungee-jumping, of course, is not for everyone, but flinging yourself off of a
five-story structure is not the only way to take a chance. At Rice, students
are confronted with risks every day. Most of us generally take the safest way
out -- the way with the least chance for failure. Unfortunately, the path of
least risk is also usually the path of least reward. Anyone can sit down for an
hour and grind out a decent paper on an acceptable subject that most everyone
agrees on and get a solid B on it. But where is the reward? The real thinking
comes in when writing a paper on a topic that no one else has considered
before, or in taking a position that challenges what people know about the
subject. Not athletically inclined? Take a risk, and sign up for an intramural
sport or two. You might get annihilated when you try to play, but then again,
you may turn out to be a badminton prodigy.
It is probably possible to plod your way through Rice without ever setting
yourself up for a potentially major failure. People do it here, just as they do
at any other school, and then go on to get mediocre jobs and lead average,
uninteresting lives, where the highs are moderate and the lows are not all that
bad. Then there are those who put it on the line every once in a while, maybe
by taking a chance with a philosophy class that could be over their heads or
even just risking face to learn how to kicker dance. Members of this second
group will have to chalk up some heavier losses -- they may step all over
somebody's feet at their first kicker party -- but they will also be able to
count up higher successes -- that partner with the sore feet may also turn out
to be a lifelong friend.
Either way, nothing is going to happen to the person who sits in his room with
the TV on and books open all day. He may not suffer the same let-downs as his
risk-taking partner, but he will not experience the same rushes of success
either.
If you're out near the Ley Student Center next week, and you see a small figure
dangling from the top of the bell tower with a bungee cord tied to its feet,
that'll be me. Unfortunately, you won't be able to see me from your room.
This item appeared in the Opinion section of the October 17, 1997 issue.
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